Letter from the Editor

 

Growth is such a major life theme, isn't it? It's literally apart of everything that is known to man.

From the moment that we were conceived in our mother's womb, we never stopped growing physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. I have many days that I don't give enough thought to my growth nor do I tend to track how I'm growing in any of its forms. I tend to be a person that all-of-a-sudden realizes what used to be my present day is now my past and how the time seemed to fly in the blink of an eye.

To actually bring forth the question, "How have you grown?" has actually given me a chance to really reflect on myself and see things that have changed for the better or things that have changed to my dislike. Even though I really don't like the idea of having change that affects me negatively, I can't help but see the beauty in it. What an adventure to be human – what an adventure to change and adapt and thrive – and to be able to do it in the name Jesus!

It actually brings to mind one of my favorites chapters in The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis (sorry—it's kind of long but it's like textual gold so really—sorry not sorry):

Humans are amphibians – half spirit and half animal. (The Enemy's determination to produce such a revolting hybrid was one of the things that determined Our Father to withdraw his support from Him.) As spirits they belong to the eternal world, but as animals they inhabit time. This means that while their spirit can be directed to an eternal object, their bodies, passions, and imaginations are in continual change, for as to be in time means to change. Their nearest approach to constancy, therefore, is undulation – the repeated return to a level from which they repeatedly fall back, a series of troughs and peaks. If you had watched your patient carefully you would have seen this undulation in every department of his life – his interest in his work, his affection for his friends, his physical appetites, all go up and down. As long as he lives on earth periods of emotional and bodily richness and liveliness will alternate with periods of numbness and poverty. The dryness and dullness through which your patient is now going are not, as you fondly suppose, your workmanship; they are merely a natural phenomenon which will do us no good unless you make a good use of it.

To decide what the best use of it is, you must ask what use the Enemy wants to make of it, and then do the opposite. Now it may surprise you to learn that in His efforts to get permanent possession of a soul, He relies on the troughs even more than on the peaks; some of His special favorites have gone through longer and deeper troughs than anyone else. The reason is this. To us a human is primarily food; our aim is the absorption of its will into ours, the increase of our own area of selfhood at its expense. But the obedience which the Enemy demands of men is quite a different thing. One must face the fact that all the talk about His love for men, and His service being perfect freedom, is not (as one would gladly believe) mere propaganda, but an appalling truth. He really does want to fill the universe with a lot of loathsome little replicas of Himself – creatures whose life, on its miniature scale, will be qualitatively like His own, not because he has absorbed them but because their wills freely conform to His. We want cattle who can finally become food; He wants servants who can finally become sons. We want to suck in, He wants to give out. We are empty and would be filled; He is full and flows over. Our war aim is a world in which Our Father Below has drawn all other beings into himself: the Enemy wants a world full of beings united to Him but still distinct.

And that is where the troughs come in. You must have often wondered why the Enemy does not make more use of His power to be sensibly present to human souls in any degree He chooses and at any moment. But you now see that the Irresistible and the Indisputable are the two weapons which the very nature of His scheme forbids Him to use. Merely to override a human will (as His felt presence in any but the faintest and most mitigated degree would certainly do) would be for Him useless. He cannot ravish. He can only woo. For His ignoble idea is to eat the cake and have it; the creatures are to be one with Him, but yet themselves; merely to cancel them, or assimilate them, will not serve. He is prepared to do a little overriding at the beginning. He will set them off with communications of His presence which, though faint, seem great to them, with emotional sweetness, and easy conquest over temptation. Sooner or later He withdraws, if not in fact, at least from their conscious experience, all those supports and incentives. He leaves the creature to stand up on its own legs – to carry out from the will alone duties which have lost all relish. It is during such trough periods, much more than during the peak periods, that it is growing into the sort of creature He wants it to be. Hence the prayers offered in the state of dryness are those which please Him best. We can drag our patients along by continual tempting, because we design them only for the table, and the more their will is interfered with the better. He cannot 'tempt' to virtue as we do to vice. He wants them to learn to walk and must therefore take away His hand; and if only the will to walk is really there He is pleased even with their stumbles. Do not be deceived, Wormwood. Our cause is never more in danger than when a human, no longer desiring, but still intending, to do our Enemy's will, looks round upon a universe from which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys.

God is forming us to be who we already are but what still seems to mostly be unknown to us. It's like we have spiritual amnesia and our spiritual memories slowly come back to us only as we grow closer to God. We have an adversary who is constantly trying to steal God's truth from our minds and hearts. He prowls 24/7 to keep us from progressing in our heavenly growth and true identities.

So as you read these testimonies and encouragements, and as you see these photographic examples of growth, may you carry the truth that to grow spiritually is to be unified with Jesus in your rightful place beside him on the throne. And Satan doesn't stand a chance. Boy bye.

 

To the end,
Chloe